I have spent my whole life scared. Frightened of things that could happen; might happen; might not happen. Fifty years I've spent like that. Finding myself awake at three a.m. But you know what? Ever since my diagnosis, I sleep just fine.

I came to realize it's that fear is the worst of it, that's the real enemy.

right now

since 8/19/14

The thing is, if you just do stuff and nothing happens, what's it all mean? What's the point?

So no matter what I do, hooray for me because I'm a great guy? It's all good? No matter how many dogs I kill, I just, what, do an inventory and accept?

What a load of crap!

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